I Miss You

I miss you when something really good happens because you're the one I want to share it with

I miss you when something is troubling me because you're the only one that understands me so well

I miss you when I laugh because I know you're the one who make my laughter grow

I miss you when I cry because I know you're the one who makes my tears disappear

I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, for those were some of the most memorable times of my life

I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are

Sitting alone with my mind set so far

Reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch

Today was just one of those days that everything I did reminded me of you

And every song I heard somehow related to you

I'm carrying your love with me

And I hope you do too

~God Bless~

Is this me??

I just got this link from a friend of mine.....

And it actually tests a few things about what colour would you prefer and results are based from there....

And I think the results are quite accurate though...

Below the are result...... see if it applies to me:

You make sure that your financial decisions are safe and secure. You are wary of taking risks and are overly cautious that tends to let golden opportunities slip from your grasp!

Preferring a more casual appearance, you are more comfortable in jeans and a t-shirt than in a suit. You don't like over dressing for any occasion, although you never look scruffy.

Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

You value highly what is important to you. Some people may find your possessions a little out of fashion, but you don't mind as they appeal to your taste.

Business often takes priority to social occasions. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life.

You are very strong-willed, even bordering on stubborn. You like to take care of yourself before helping others, although you will never let people down.

Quite true huh?? I also think so.....

The link is just below there.....

If you have the time, go and look at it~~

http://www.chinapaint.com/eng/flash/colorandme_en.swf

~God Bless~

I trust in You

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Tomorrow will be my 1st day of working....

I'm not feeling excited...... Instead, I'm feeling................ ambivalent...... uncertain.... undecided.... doubtful.... and even....... reluctant.....

All these feelings seem to have come to me since the first cookoff....

I don't know why........ but the feeling just doesn't feel right....

After the first cookoff.... I dread the day when I would start work...

I was hoping that the day will not come....

But still....... tomorrow will be the start of everything.....

I really hope that after tomorrow, I would have a change of mind....

Think positively~~!! Believe in what Mr. Gavin said~!!

He has worked there before....... He has more experience than us.... I trust in him and have faith in him....

He is the one who really sits down and sees our abilities...

He is the one who have been with us from Day 1 right up till this very day.....

He is the one who have always been there to support us when problems arises....

And he is also the one who took the effort to sit with Mr. Desmond and discuss about our IP.... He is the one who decides who should go where and which places suits who most....

I may doubt about my workplace...

But I believe Mr. Gavin 100%..... Mr. Gavin gave me the workplace....

He must have have hopes in me.... That I will do well during my training....

And with that.... I promise not to let him down.....

CRYSTAL YEE~!! LISTEN HERE~!!!!

Sleep early tonight and wake up tomorrow morning with a new hope and a new beginning~!

Believe that everything will be fine tomorrow.... and all the days to come....

Always put on a smile on your face~~ greet everyone you meet in your workplace~~

Always respect other people even if you feel like punching them in the face~~

In whatever situation that you may face, always keep your heads cool~~

Put emotions aside while you are working~~

I always believe that complaining helps a great deal when you're really pissed off~~ but you are only allowed to do that after work~~ and only for a maximum of 2 hours~~~ nothing more than that because it's not worth it to be angry for such a long time~~

And always believe in this saying:

"The will of God will never bring you where the grace of God will not protect you"

Always be reminded that God's hands will protect you and He will always be by your side~~

You do not have to worry about what's gonna happen next because whatever happens, He will always be there~~

Lord, I Trust In You

~God Bless~

End of semester

I just can't believe that I have just finished 2 of my semesters in college~~

Time really flies~~~

Just finished my final paper today and........................ I feel awkward thinking about the fact that I'm not stepping into the college for 4 months in the future...

It already been 6 months since I started college.....

And now, I'm entering my 3rd semester..... which is Industry Placement...

Gonna go work in Ritz-Carlton for 4 months~

I am a bit worried about my Industry Placement actually....

Maybe it's because I've never worked before and this would be the first time I'm venturing into the outside world.... and to see and learn what hospitality is all about....

I know that things would not seem to be all that I hope it would be....

But nevertheless, at least, let me see and experience something that I feel is worthwhile enough to stay and cling on to the last day of my work in Ritz Carlton....

Beginning of IP means everyone would go to different places doing different works at different times....

Just want to wish all my classmates........ All the best~ *hugs and kisses*

Especially to those going to Tanjong Jara; Giovanni, Moco and Yuki~~

To Jon Lim~ we will meet in Ritz if you lucky enough to be sent there *knuckles*

Don't be sad that you're not going to Pangkor~~ think the positive way~~

You can see Michelle here!!! She is much more important than anything~~ RIGHT??? ^^

IP for 4 months in Ritz Carlton~~ means no space for celebrating Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year~~~

But then again~~ there will be lots of opportunity to have guest from everywhere giving lots of tips during the season~~~

Will be earning an amount of money during the 4 months~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! ^^

~God Bless~

Wonderful Outing~~

Had a wonderful day spent with 2 of my closest friend in college~~

Mr. Chew and Mr. Ng~~~~ XDDD

They came all the way from Setapak to Cheras because Mr. Ng couldn't stand all my 'shooting(s)' anymore~~

Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

Actually, no la~~ I don't know why they agree to come also~~

I was just blowing water and playing around with them as usual~~

And as usual, they are also blowing water with me ma~~

I keep on shooting Richard saying, "You now like this la?? Yesterday I waited for you from 5pm until 6pm only you sms me!! I so yam gong jog my ownself lehh~ some more raining yesterday~ now sick liao lo~!!"

And he keep on saying, "How I know you so stupid jekk~~ I just joke only ma~ You really go there and wait for me ar???"

Then we talked and talked and talked~~ joking~~laughing~~ and blowing water all the way~~

Then Richard said, "Today we go jog la~~ today finish class early ma~~"

And I said, "OK la~~ come la~~" *didn't thought that he was serious about it - blowing water ma~~*

Then during IT class, we talked about it again~~ During lunch, AGAIN~~

Initially, our plan was to go jogging~~ but then, it changed to eating session~~

Because I told Richard and Giovanni I'm going to treat them eat~~~

Then straight away, they said, "Even if I no car go, I will take the LRT to your place"

Walao ehh!!! They really arrr!!!! But I also memang wanna treat them eat la~~

So, it doesn't matter~~~~~ ^^

Since the plan is ON~~ after class at 4pm, we went to Giovanni and Richard's place first because they both want to change their clothes~~

Reached their place about 4 something close to 5pm~~

Waited for them to change, then started our journey to Cheras at 5.00pm something~~

A bit of jam now and then at the highway~~ Reached my house about 5.45pm I think~~

I went to bathed while both of them were sitting downstairs talking to my dad~~

Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

After I finished bathing, I went downstairs as well chatting and talking to them lo~~

Outside was a bit drizzling~ so we waited until there is no rain, then only we went to MPAJ~~

We only walked 1 round in MPAJ and the sky was getting dark~~

And I'm getting hungry too~~~~

OH!!! not to forget something~~ we did some foot reflexology and it was DONKEY PAIN~!!!!!

This indicates that I'm not healthy~~~ the same goes to Giovanni~~ :D

After doing foot reflexology, went to makan claypot rice~~~ *YUMMY*

After claypot rice, went to Yulek to eat some tong shui~~~ *SLURPPPPPPP*

Actually I thought after tong shui, want to bring them go eat ice cream de~~

But~~~~~~~~~ they said they were very full~~

So after eating tong shui, they sent me back~~~

Here, I want to take an opportunity to say, "THANK YOU MR. CHEW AND MR. NG FOR SPENDING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME WITH ME. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND FOR THE NEXT 2 1/2 YEARS, I'M SURE WE WILL HAVE MORE OF THESE TOGETHER. THANK YOU!!" ^^

~God Bless~